gata ask the dad for the daughter's hand

so i am in love with this wonderfun girl anderea (andi) "she compleats me". every day i get up thinking how lucky i am to know her, be with her, see her, talk to her, smell her, and to hear her say those three words that spin my wheels: "i love you" oh how i melt in like a sitting in a lov-sac. well last night i called andi's father and asked if i can come over and talk with him and he said yes. i know he has been wondering what took me so long, well no matter how much you like her parents you are still scared of that meeting/interview or the question "i would like to ask you for your daughters hand in marrage"? so i did i went out to talk to her father and i pulled up to her house and sat in the car, took a deap breath and said a prayer, i didnt know what to say i wanted it to be from my heart and the lord. well here it goes up to the door, knock and wait i hear the dog (pokey) bark, he answers the door and we go in to sit on the couch. we started off with small talk and i felt a calming feeling and yet butterflys filled my soul, i was scared and yet i knew my feelings for andi are so strong. i love her and i had to tell her father that. so i ended the small talk and asked her father for her hand in marrage. he played that that he was reluctent to give me his concent for his daughters hand but he did say YES. oh how that one word fills my heart with joy. we continued to talk about the needs of andi and also the needs there needs. he wanted me to provide for her and love her. he asked me what and how i would provide for her, he warnded me of a few things that andi has strugles with and that i fit her very well. i told them that andi had a great example growing up and so did i with my parents. i talked about how my parents still after being married for so long still show that they love eachother to the kids, also papa barss said said that if you do things together rather then apart then you dont grow apart instead you grow together. then mama barss came in, what a sweet loving lady she is. and yet coments to the point. she said to me that i have to be patient with her. i got there at about 8 p.m. and i left around 10 p.m. 2 hours of spending time with mom and dad. it felt so good to talk to them and get to know them so much better. i know there is more and i will add more as i remember and reflect on that wonderful night.

ok so tomorrow is our 4th month anniversary from when we started dating. i think i will get her some gerber daisies and make her a nice dinner i would really like to get her a ring but i dont have the money for that. it kills me i want to get her something very nice and at the same time i have no money and i have debt and i wonder why she is with me? i thank every day that she is with me. i tell her every morning and night that i love her. and about 20 times during the day.